In The Demons’ Head: How Loss Affects Your Personality
February 3, 2017
Hello everyone and welcome to another edition of “In The Demons’ Head” As a few of you may be aware, this post is the first real thing I’ve written in almost 2 weeks. As some of you may know, for the first time that I can remember, I experienced some kind of family tragedy. In a short, my father’s house burned and in the process we lost my grandmother.
February 3, 2017
Hello everyone and welcome to another edition of “In The Demons’ Head” As a few of you may be aware, this post is the first real thing I’ve written in almost 2 weeks. As some of you may know, for the first time that I can remember, I experienced some kind of family tragedy. In a short, my father’s house burned and in the process we lost my grandmother.
It’s been a hell of a week for everyone in my family. Especially for my dad, who she lived with since I was only 4 years old. Loss and devastation don’t begin to cover how I’m feeling.
Though I’ve learned that one thing is true, time really does help heal. Even though it’s only been a short time since this whole thing has happened, I’ve learned a lot about my own resolve. And I realized how the whole situation can truly affect someone, and it was a lesson that I hadn’t had to process before now.
As it’s been stated by everyone who I’ve ever met, Life isn’t fair, and I’ve learned that more so in the last couple weeks then ever before. All I can do now is put my nose to the stone and keep pushing myself to finish everything I wanted to do on time. Because at the end of the day that wonderful woman wanted one thing, her family to make it as far as they could. For me, that means that I have to keep writing.
If some of you have been following me on Facebook then you’re already aware of this entire situation, and if that’s the case then I’m sorry about you having to see another post about something I’ve already commented on a few times. But there’s a bit more to this post.
I didn’t just want to take the chance to talk about the situation, but about the aftermath. That’s because even in such a small window I realize how much this whole situation has changed my entire landscape and life. That’s because now my dad lives with me.
My dad has done a lot for me. He’s done a lot to help me become the man that I am today. Because of that I also want to succeed. I know this sounds a little crazy to some but at the end of the day this has become more then just my goal, it’s become a lifestyle chase that my wife and my father are now a part of.
There will always be an emptiness, I think anyone whose lost someone who means a lot to them will tell you that. However, for me it’s a little more then that. Now, because of this situation more people depend on me then they did before. Now I want to make the most of my future, not even for me, but for those around me.
For now though, I’m going to take a bow and say thank you guys for reading and letting me vent about this subject. My goal going forward is to do enough to make my grandmother proud, and I think that I can pull that off, here’s to hoping at least.
Please remember you can give me a like on Facebook, follow me on Twitter, and sign up to my mailing list. Thanks for the support and until the next time you want to take a trip through the gates of hell and into the demons’ head, I’m Kyle Robinson wishing you a trip back to the surface.
Though I’ve learned that one thing is true, time really does help heal. Even though it’s only been a short time since this whole thing has happened, I’ve learned a lot about my own resolve. And I realized how the whole situation can truly affect someone, and it was a lesson that I hadn’t had to process before now.
As it’s been stated by everyone who I’ve ever met, Life isn’t fair, and I’ve learned that more so in the last couple weeks then ever before. All I can do now is put my nose to the stone and keep pushing myself to finish everything I wanted to do on time. Because at the end of the day that wonderful woman wanted one thing, her family to make it as far as they could. For me, that means that I have to keep writing.
If some of you have been following me on Facebook then you’re already aware of this entire situation, and if that’s the case then I’m sorry about you having to see another post about something I’ve already commented on a few times. But there’s a bit more to this post.
I didn’t just want to take the chance to talk about the situation, but about the aftermath. That’s because even in such a small window I realize how much this whole situation has changed my entire landscape and life. That’s because now my dad lives with me.
My dad has done a lot for me. He’s done a lot to help me become the man that I am today. Because of that I also want to succeed. I know this sounds a little crazy to some but at the end of the day this has become more then just my goal, it’s become a lifestyle chase that my wife and my father are now a part of.
There will always be an emptiness, I think anyone whose lost someone who means a lot to them will tell you that. However, for me it’s a little more then that. Now, because of this situation more people depend on me then they did before. Now I want to make the most of my future, not even for me, but for those around me.
For now though, I’m going to take a bow and say thank you guys for reading and letting me vent about this subject. My goal going forward is to do enough to make my grandmother proud, and I think that I can pull that off, here’s to hoping at least.
Please remember you can give me a like on Facebook, follow me on Twitter, and sign up to my mailing list. Thanks for the support and until the next time you want to take a trip through the gates of hell and into the demons’ head, I’m Kyle Robinson wishing you a trip back to the surface.